I Miss my Teddy Bear

I never new what it felt like to lose something special; like a favorite toy. You know that one favorite stuffed animal or power ranger action figure you love so much and you just can not live without it. Just imagine losing that toy. What would you do? Well I recently lost my favorite toy. I lost my favorite teddy bear. She was there ever since I was two years old. She was my best friend. My teddy always helped me when I was down. I always played with her and had the best times! When I was in elementary school, we played dress up and played in the backyard. Through middle school, she held my deepest secrets on who my crush was that week and who the popular group was that month. Through high school, she listened when no one else cared and she never judged me when I did something wrong. She never grew tired of my tears when I got my heart broken. On my first day of college, she was the only one who new how truly afraid I was of it. On March 4, 2009, I lost my teddy bear. My only thoughts were, who am I gonna tell all of my secrets to? Who is gonna help me through the hard times? Who is gonna be there when I need someone to hear my problems? I never fully appreciated just what my teddy bear meant to me. Now I have no clue where she may be but I know that nothing will ever be the same without her. She was my best friend. Now I feel absent. I'm there, but I constantly think about my teddy. Everything I do revolves around her now, even though shes no longer with me. I should have appreciated our time together so much more. And now I cant. I miss my best friend.